erase what I know

hi!!!!!

yesterday had Filos frm 1.3 to 2.30. first day we just need to introduce ourselves and stuffs. got ready at 11.30 went out at 12pm. waited fr th bus fr 30 mins. met Atiqah at tampines inter. sorry if i’m late! when i saw her, she was with Farhan Besar. he’s meeting someone who we’ve been wanting to see but too bad our bus arrived . reached school, we settle admin stuffs etcetc. split into groups. so there’s only three Sec 3 NA student including me. our mentor very funny. his laughter made us laugh till we shed tears. right Atiqah? after which, we changed into our dresses as we’ll be meeting Dewi at tanah merah mrt cause we wanna go Bugis to buy clothes fr dance. i wanted to buy something unique you know but there’s nothing tht interest me. Atiqah keep looking at th vintage bags while me looking at people’s hair. before we start shopping, we ate at LJS as all of us were starving and did i told you that i swallowed a mentos. damn, i can still feel th pain down my throat.

we bought this colorful necklace. awww, so nice you know. me likey. ^^ i don’t feel like performing this friday. i’m embarrassed. haha. but i have to go still. bought our stuffs and took 2 home. pictures in fb. todaaaaay! first lesson was geog. 1 hr 30 mins lesson. boring right? i know. today we did group work and guess who’s in th same group as me? Naqiuddin aka Nana. hahaha. it was awkward man. shudnt elaborate on it. so after school. head to th library. then do th cny hamper. went to Fairprice at bedok inter with farzanah, atiqah & umairah. then ate at macs and homeeeeeee (:

got any homework or not ah? okay gotta bounce people.

xoxo.

okay byeeeeeeeeee (:

i got th answer to that question.

yes, and that particular person is Muhd Hazwan Bin Hussin.

it’s my biggest mistake to have fallen for him. i am more comfortable being friends with him. so we’ve talked things out. let bygones be bygones. just be h a p p y ^^ so first lesson was art. the second period, me, farzanah and shahirah was being called out by guorong. because of “something” spoil my morning mann. whatever skip tht part. anyways, someone made my day! haha. you should know who. kay diam. today had dance. we slack all th way since ms emma didnt come. oh yeah, atiqah too didnt attend school due to some reason. okay, i need to sleep. goodnight’

xoxo.

without you.

fuck yeah Logan Lerman.

i love his eyes. so beautiful (: okay hi!!!!

today, like finally, i texted someone. haha. anyways, after school i and Atiqah accompanied Ezza to Novena for her treatment. 14-ed to tanah merah. trained to Newton, took 124 to th NSC. after she’s done with it, we 21-ed to somewhere and ate at Magic Wok. damn, it’s damn cold. i and Atiqah oredered Mee goreng while Ezza ordered Baked rice. after eating, went to cheers. bought kitkat. oh yeah, i still have it in my bag. ahhaha. took 5 and i alighted somewhere at bedok reservoir and 87-ed to bedok inter. reached home, bathe etc, straight away sleep. too tired. i dont have enough sleep. in class i will always fall asleep if i have th opportunity to. damn eyes. i seriously abhor those junior of mine. i can’t believe tht they dare to shout at us. wth sia. whatever lah, i’ve got like tons of better things to do rather than wasting my time on them who is still YP. chey, aku ckp org sia. tmrw first period art. waaaaaah. hati berat sia mau pergi art. it’s so hot like hell. but hell is much more hotter lah. can burn my body sia. kay, crap. tmrw there’s dance. waduuuuuh. why i type in this kind of language man? it’s okay, once in a while what. im gonna finish up my mathematics homework now. gotta bounce people.

xoxo.

Karma.

he’s th sweetest thing ever <3

isn’t he beautiful? say yes. indeed he is.

school at 8.30am. first lesson was English. did grammar. Tmrw there’s English for 2 damn hours. but, we’re gonna go through our class test. i hope i pass. *winkwink* after English, recess. after recess, Physics for 1 and a half hour. tiring or what mannnn. art was next. 2 hours. for th first hour we did spring cleaning and went through our classmates’ art work. next hour we continue with our art work. we need to draw a spider, i think. had math remedial for 30 mins? after remedial sat in th canteen w Atiqah as we’re waiting for Farzanah to end her A maths. fiko was there too. oh ya! he took home my art file!!! damn you. and before we went home, we settle something with someone. whatever. took 10 with Atiqah, Farzanah & Farhan Rashid. alighted at bedok south sec as Farzanah wanted to take 14 instead. then took 31 to tamp. farhan alighted one stop before th stadium. so walked around tamp one, then bought bubble tea. slacked in th library fr awhile and home sweet home. starting from today, we’re strangers. let’s just not contact with each other for th time being. sorry for hurting you but this is th best solution for everything. i may be heartless but someday, you’re gonna thank me for that. just don’t give up in your studies. C’mon, you can do it man (: be happy yeah? i hope you are. haha.  btw, i have an idiotic sister who think she is th queen or something. in your face okay? bye!

heart don’t lie

hi hi.

lethargic, that’s the best word for today.

i don’t why but i feel tired and sleepy for every lesson especially Malay and Social Studies. while doing th Malay test, i took a nap. for social studies, i slept for half of th lesson. Eugene Tan keep shouting and making alot of noises that make me so irritated. An hour of lesson is like 2 hours of lesson. anyways, thanks Eugene Loh for th small size time table you print for me (: so after school me, Ezza, Atiqah, Umairah & Farzanah had lunch at KFC @ siglap. anyway, after received a text from somebody, i’ve got no mood already. thanks alot. dance was at 4. we’re not dancing for th first dance. sad or what siaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. what to do. took fourteen home. Akif boarded fourteen too. lol, okay. whatever. don’t tez\xt mea nymore. that’ll be easier for you to forget about me. hahah. Atiqah and Farzanah, it’s a deal okay? once Farzanah settle her stuff then we’ll start the game. but i start earlier lah. haha. understand? tak paham tanyer. okay, not funny. i gotta stop asking about you. stop thinking about you. erase you from my life. i know i can do it or else my name won’t be Nusrah Najah Binte Mohd Nizam. :D:D homework’s all done left with photocopy-ing ezza’s physics chapter two. tmr art for 2 hours. yay-ness? okay, i’m beat. goodnight.

fucker _|_

awh, fuck off man.

what a terrible day. it’s just the first day of a new month and a lot of stuffs are happening. you gotta be kidding me? i hate you. Yes you. you’ve ruined my entire life. not really entire but part of my life is destroyed by you. let me strike out th word love from my dictionary. cause i know im better off being solo. true? say yes. had social studies for 1 and a half hour. first periid some more. eyes half open sia. so sleepy. zzzzz… after school waited for ezza as she attended History remedial. headed to tamp as ezza wanted to print KHJ pichas. haha, ugly freak. then home sweet home. i’ve had enough of all these bullshits. to Mr D, hate me pleaseeeeeeeeeeee? thank you. i’ve had my say.

xoxo.

let’s compare and contrast. the left pic was during 2008. below, 2010. haha. look how diff i am. i want to grow long hair. pleaseeeeeeeee?  hahaha. hair grow hair!

hey. i feel so bad. idk why im feeling this way.

haish~

goodnight.

Te ‘Amo

wah wah wah. this week so sway one uh?

let’s start off from monday.

hmmm. went to school per normal. i cant really remember what happened. all i know is that i went home at 2. saw Firdaus at bedok interchange. bathe, got my school stuff ready and meet Farzanah at bedok inter. took 67 and met Atiqah at macd opposite kfc. ekal, asri and another guy then came. walked around tamp and around 6.30pm, i decided to make a move. took 21 as i’ll be sleeping over at my aunt’s house at pasir ris cause i need help from my cousin regarding mathematics.

tuesday,

woke up at 5.45am. went out at 6.20am. mrt-ed to tampines and met atiqah at tampine sinter. took ten to school. damn, slow traffic sia and that cause me to be late. its th fourth time. ape lagy, yellow beta ah. people say it’s nothing but to me its something. i feel so bad towards myself. i must remind myself to wake up early and come to school early. so, have to stayback until 3.15. btw, had math test and i cant really concentrate thanks to th fucking flu. feel so sick man. i just hope tht i will pass th test. waited fr mr hiu fr 30 mins sia. while Atiqah and Umairah buy my food at KFC, Larry and Aidil accompanied me until they return. haha, thanks? had dance. first part i just sat at one corner cause im feeling veryvery sick. keep sneezing sia, how to dance right? then after half an hour i join in cause i’m feeling slightly better. 14-ed home. reached home straight away i sleep sia. cant do anything. woke up around 9, did my news paper article and slept at 12.

wednesday,

woke up at 7.20am, iron my uniform and bathe. met atiqah at hill. i reached there aroun 8.10. oh yeah, when im on my way to th bustop, i think i saw Fikri with his bunch of friends playing poker cards. shockerr! kay, no use talking about him. first lesson was geog. had geog test. i hope i can pass so that i don’t need to stayback for remedial. then recess. then physics. oh yeah, tmrw i’ll be having physics test. shit. i sucks in Physics. gonna study for it later. had english fr 2 hrs. first one hour we did comprehension. th next hour we had our english test : letter writing. i redo it fr like two times. and since im running out of time, i decided to hand in my work without writitng the last point. just hope i won’t fail for it. stayed back and waited for atiqah. took 14 with ezza and atiqah to bedok inter. went to comics connection cause ezza wanted to buy more of her bf pic. i went home and same goes to atiqah and ezza. i have to studyyy for physics nowwwwwwww. im scared i’ll screw it up tmrw. pray ,pray. haha.

goodnight.